It's been a while since I last posted to this blog. My journey continues, It will be 10 months on March 25th since I said goodbye to my first TAC baby. We've decided, not to give up and keep working towards becoming parents. I have been trying to conceive for the past 4 months.
I've been having a really hard time dealing with my feelings. I've so far tried therapy with a therapist. I've tried talking with family, friends and even strangers. When I talk to people concerning my losses and advise them of how many I've lost, and what I've done so far to prevent my losses. I get the question of "When do you stop trying after experiencing 10 losses?" My response to her was "I will go to my grave still tying! Unless you have experienced my pain you won't understand why I continue try".
I have three words to describe my pain, Devastation, Denial, Disappointment!