Obsessing

My husband thinks I'm obsessing about becoming pregnant. He thinks it'll happen in God's time. Which I believe, but than on the other hand, I can't help but to be excited, knowing that I will be able to carry a baby full term because of my bionic cervix and knowing I will have a normal pregnancy "hopefully" without any bed rest makes me even more anxious. I agree with him, I do believe I'm obsessing over becoming pregnant. When a women has lost a baby or have lost multiple babies something you've always wanted, yes it would become an obsession for you too fulfill.